i dare you to be real

i was being dramatic last week, i will admit, but that overwhelmed feeling is not any more fun now that i realize that's actually what's wrong. i'm starting to think i go about human interaction the wrong way, maybe. but that's maybe alright too. i'm working on it.

zero progress on the wiki to comment on. yay <3

not much to add today. i've been thinking about the future recently, now that everyone i know suddenly seems to have an answer for it-- not me, obviously. that would be incredible. just like always, i am somewhere else than the real world with people that have real lives. i have to imagine that at some point drifting won't just magically work out for me, and i'm not excited for when that happens, but it hasn't happened yet!